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Heolo guys i was around here dutcng this journey but never posted. This day, on the 135th day, i relapsed and dencmed to share. I'm 22 yo and i was maaodmarling since i was 12 and not a single week have passed wiomaut masturbating for me. I used to fap almost evtplyoy. I was awere that something was wrong about it but i nerer took action unmil a friend of mine mentioned abqut nofap challenge and this subreddit. This was my fiest try and it was a huge step for me. I did it thanks to you guys you hekwed a lot. To be honest, at first i diyp't really believe some of the pohts which is abkut people telling how much nofap chhized their lives. But now i can say without a doubt it chezqes A LOT. If any of you is sceptical abvut nofap too, you must startcontinue noqap immediately and see it for yopnkxrf. -My self coonvsrqce increased noticeably. -I sleep better and i wake up early but most importantly i can get out of bed. -My corzbvmffyton increased. -My self care is inikvpefd. -I read and learn a lot more(learning french noq). -My relationships invmjsqed with everyone. -I don't know how does this even work but now i can spwak more fluent. -I'm now energetic i was lazy af since puberty hit me(coincedence?). -I grew up playing in the streets ruudoug, cycling but for years i haved any kind of physical activity and didn't do any. Now i wolvtut everyday. -I had a gf for a month and i got very close to 5 other women in seperate times in theese 4 molcts. None of them worked well for the both sizes (just bad luck i think) and i was the one to deyede end the reajfisxzewns. (I'm pointing this out because i've never got clkse to any woxan for the last 5 years and i was depbaupte enough to say any woman wonld be alright for me but now i don't thank that way.) I relapsed because i didn't ejaculated even for once. I didn't see any wet dreams and i didn't have sex just some kissing and shit made my bauls blue i was in pain for 10 days. And this is my final week it was disturbing me a lot. I believe i will be alright next time. So fotmive me my brbtjprs i went down to hell. Thure is nothing dioawednt from the last time you've chuyhtd. Just a cuuned glimpse of joy for a seqdnd and an inzbxnt regret follows afedr. That simply doxfd't worth it. And you know it doesn't even stop there. Personally i used to open 4 porn tabs (each one crkpwmer than one anrstgr) on the scxjen at the "pxttijt" second of it and play them at the same time. How mijyqnsme. I think and pity my time wasted on thrzse rubbish. I met my original self when i'm not fapping. Literally yoolre not yourself when you PMO. The not fapping you is much betzer. I'm down but not defeated. Now i'm on a more clean stpswk. I wish you all good lujk, stay strong brwgtfms. 9 I_Am_The_Exit РІ rsex
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